Thursday, September 3, 2009

can someone come be my mate?

im so lonley.
im not feeling great today, a bit low. even shopping didnt help much. i got a few bits and peices for my scrapbook, it will give me something to do.
the interveiw went so-so but not looking great coz he said they have heaps of applicants. i just need a damn job, i dont care what or where, just need to have something to look forward to.
dad isnt really able to have a proper conversation with anyone, his brain is still re-wiring itself. we bought him scrabble today to help with the rehabilitation of his mind. took him for a blood test today which will be sent to the specialist by monday, monday is his first day of this chemo treatment.
got him some new slippers that will be easier to put on and off by himself, he still needs to maintain his independance as much as possible.
going to walk for an hour on the treadmill and then go to sleep. feeling really shit. i talked to M today, maybe thats why. it was strange. i miss him so fucking much.
ugh.

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