CRIKEY

crikey i love this song, matt was playing the origninal "thoughtless"by Korn, but i think the evanescence cover is much better. amy lee is soooooooooooo hot. id do her in a second.
and evanescence has always done it for me, i dont know if its the hot black haired chick or the angry goth music that does it for me.
right now, in this very second i probably think that i am 99.9% unhappy. cant wait to get to dads. his tumor has shrunk 40%!!!!! since his cancer was diagnosed. which is incredible.
i know i seem weird to some people. actually to most. maybe they should fucking well read my memoirs. tasha has a great book. oh i have also started writing a wonderful book called i want to die, its an insight on the MOH's suicide prevention strategy, which i think is shit. if anyone wants a copy, just let me know.
yeah i totally love avril and fucking what.
beat me to the ground, i will see you screaming. yeah i hate what ive become....... mmm. you can try to tear me down, beat me to the ground, i will see you screaming.....
gosh i love you (1930 called, it wants its lingo back)
yeah sweeeeeet
meg